Had last cigarette over 7 hours ago. Hoping I can at least make it overnight. One hour, one minute at a time. The urge to smoke is overshadowing everything right now. The acupuncture worked, I’m not going thru withdrawals but I AM fighting a huge habit. And I have no willpower. We’ll see how it goes.
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more tests
As far as I know my next surgery is Sept 1st. They were gonna call me this afternoon just to confirm. No phone call so I assume it’s a go. She thinks the plastic surgeon will want to see me before, to ‘look at the area’. She’s also scheduling a bone and liver scan. I didn’t ask what those are for but I again assume, and mom agreed that it’s for the chemo. I’ve also got an appointment with an acupuncturist on Wednesday to quit smoking. Gonna be a busy 1o days. That’s a good thing. The busier I am, the faster the day gets here, the less time I have to dwell.
smoking
I need to quit smoking and obviously I’m leaving it till the last minute. I called a couple of acupuncture places today and got their voicemail. I didn’t leave a message. I hate leaving messages. But I need to quit smoking. At least for the duration of the next surgeries. Bargaining isn’t working, neither is calculating the amount of money I’ll save or the toys I could buy myself, or the health aspects of it. I’ll call the acupuncture places on Monday again. Right after my appointment with the surgeon.
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