The waiting is one of the worst things about having MBC. Waiting for tests, waiting for results from tests, waiting for appointments, waiting for the inevitable.

I’m waiting until the 10th of February for a CT then the 23rd to find out what my oncologist has in store for me. Will he have me continue with the Ibrance even though it’s effectiveness is showing signs of waning? Will he switch me to another treatment? Hopefully not chemo. Will he tell me there’s nothing else he can do for me?

Guess I’ll find out how well Zoloft works too. CT’s are high stress and anxiety for me. I know that day to day Zoloft is working, my mind has gotten quiet and the triggers that used to set me off don’t seem to anymore but the CT will be the true test.

As much as I try to figure out what will happen on the 23rd, I have no clue. So I have to just sit here and wait and plan for the best.