It’s been 2 weeks since I had radiation and I’m not as far along as I’d hoped. My pain has leveled off to about a 2 but it does spike if I’m not careful how I move. I was hoping to be pain free with full range of motion at this point. It’s depressing to think this is it.

To make it worse, I haven’t heard from my care team in over a week. Maybe that’s a good thing. Maybe they’re expecting better results from the radiation with a little more time.

All I really know is that today, I’m just depressed.

I’m not ready to give up or give in and can only hope that given more time, I get a little better.