They’ve agreed to postpone my radiation for a week. I’m glad. I’m so paranoid at this point of something else going wrong even tho the implant is gone that I don’t want to push what little luck I seem to have.
I don’t have any real pain from the operation and don’t think I will. I don’t have any strength on that side and don’t expect to for a few days at least. I wonder why they give child proof containers to people who can only use one hand to open them? I am trying to baby that side of me and will until I see the surgeon again on Thursday.
I thought if I just got through chemo I’d be on the home stretch and would start to feel better. And I was. I felt my mood picking up, and could see the end. Then this problem with the implant. I feel like someone knocked my legs out from under me. Again. It is so very hard to stay or even be ‘up’ when it seems like one thing after another goes wrong. I don’t think I’ll be completely unguarded until even the radiation is done at this point.