I had a dream(nightmare?) last night that has me feeling unsettled all day. I dreamed that I went and saw my surgeon, which I’m doing Tuesday, and she said they got the tests back from the scan and ultrasound. The scan came back positive for cancer. I woke up then so I don’t know where it was. It’s the first time since I knew I had cancer that it’s affected my dreams. Don’t know if that’s a good or bad thing since I sometimes have dreams that happen.
On another note, I watched a show today that showed the flap option for breast reconstruction. I gotta tell ya, I’m glad that one wasn’t an option for me. It looked more painful and there’s far more scarring. They cut a strip from your belly, the one I watched was about a 3 or 4 inch wide strip, and stuff it under the skin, up to the breast area and sew it in place, then sew the flap parts back together. ew.