The appointment today was a waste of time. She doesn’t have the results, they told me a week. She finds it interesting that they’re telling the patients a week, but she calls and they say 2.
Today is not a good day. Today is a down day. I’m tired of the pain and the tightness and the pulling and the heaviness in my chest. I’m tired of not being able to pull or cut or tie anything without it pulling or hurting me. Things aren’t happening quickly enough for me. Like my surgeon says, we live in a fast-food society and I myself am all for instant gratification. I can’t wait for the day with no pulling or binding or tightness or pain.