the hardest one

It’s Monday, which means tomorrow gives me a week before my next chemo. I’m already feeling anxious. Don’t want to do it. It feels like each time is taking longer to recover. At the rate they’re going, my knees aren’t going to be near as better as they were last time. I know it’s the last treatment (happy dance) but for whatever reason, it seems to be the hardest to force myself to do.