I’m so done with this. I know I’ve said it often, but once again, I’m so done with this. I keep hoping I’ll wake up and be able to at least walk to the bathroom without my knees feeling like they’re going to give out on me from the pain, but that’s not today. It needs to happen soon because it’s starting to depress me again. I need a break from all this. If I’m lucky I’ll have a few days before radiation starts. For now, I’m just done with it all, even if it is my last chemo.