I had a melt down last night and asked my sister to go with me today. I just couldn’t do it anymore alone. She is so busy and taking time off to look after my aunt and then my mom that I felt bad but I needed her. And she was there for me. Today driving to the radiation appointment and driving home I dumped all my fears on her. I know it’s hard on her but at this point because she’s been there with me for most of my appointments I feel she understands. I’m still in pretty rough shape emotionally and hope I get over it soon.
My mom is getting a mastectomy in February. It’s her 3rd bout with breast cancer. Today she had a bone scan and a CT. I’m worried. My family doesn’t need 2 of us in rough shape.