grumpy

I decided to sleep in my bed last night instead of propped up in my normal place on the couch.  Bad move.  Woke up at 4am because of pain.  Guess I overdid it yesterday with my hoo ra’s over the drains gone and no more cancer to take out.  It’s made me grumpy so I’ll be sleeping on the couch again tonight.  Had to go get groceries today and it was really hard to not say something mean and nasty to my mom just cause I wanted to lash out.  I’m so tired of being in pain.  Can’t wait for that first day when there isn’t any.  The stoopid thing is my sister and niece went and got their nails done while mom and I, the 2 gimps had to get the groceries.  Poor mom had to pack it all into the car cause I can’t lift anything yet.  We made the fit and now nail funky people pack it all into the house.  No shopping cart for them!