monotony

Day in, day out of this pain and fatigue really gets to me. I go from the couch to the computer and back to the couch again and each trip tires me out. My days are filled with watching tv, resting, playing on the computer and resting. In between I feed myself. I don’t mind a brain of mush at this point, anything more and I’d be really frustrated because I wouldn’t be able to follow thru on anything else my brain would want to do. But even this gets tiring. And monotonous. And boring. But I can’t function like a human being yet. So I rest. And hope tomorrow will be better.