I’ve got 3 sleeps before the cycle starts again. Blood test on Monday and I start my steroids that day. 4 sleeps till chemo. And I’m getting a little panicky. I don’t like needles and I don’t like knowing how things are going to go for the next couple of weeks. It’s ‘today’ that I start fighting the panic, and try to stay calm. Today has gone by too fast for me which means the next few days will too. 2 more treatments and I’ll be done with chemo and on to radiation. Maybe radiation. I won’t know about that until January. All this waiting for everything is hard too.