All day today I’ve been trying to convince myself that my diagnosis is a dream, that I don’t really have breast cancer.  If only that were true.  I was reading a bunch of posts from people and it seems that they only post when there’s complications.  It’s all been rather depressing.  I don’t plan on  having complications.  I’m planning on having a smooth transition from real boobies to fake boobies and a speedy recovery with no hair loss or throwing up 🙂