So I created a form on the subscribe tab for those that asked.  Personally, I think it’s just lazy doing it that way 🙂  But whatever.  You asked, you got.

Did some fun stuff and some not so fun stuff today.  And I washed my car, I love my car.  If I’m having a bad morning as soon as I get in and start it I feel better.  It’s still new to me and mine!  And reliable.  Tomorrow will be my day for spring cleaning, you know, all the hard stuff, wash floors and windows, vacuum, unclutter.  Though knowing me, it’ll be back to clutter by Monday night.

I have the internal shakes again.  The surgery is getting close.  And the tumor is bigger yet.  I can’t wait to get it out of me but part of me is definitely going to miss my boobs.  I’ve never been one for fake body parts.  Now I’m gonna have ’em.  I wonder if I’m going to feel as fake as they are?  Will I still worry that the cancer will come back after it’s all said and done?  Will I feel ..normal..?