Today I’m fixated on losing my hair. Mainly because I am. I know it now. I brushed my hair before I washed it and the brush was overloaded with hair. Brushed it after and same thing. Went out for a bit, came back home and the back of my sweater was covered in hair. I wonder how long it’s going to take before it looks like I’m losing my hair. The one thing that makes a female stand out as having cancer is the bald head. I don’t want to stand out. I’d rather strangers that look at me never knew I had cancer. Will I lose all or some of it? How long will it take to grow back to the length it is now? Will it grow back the same or different? It feels like this cancer just takes everything away. I’m ready for something to be put back.