One of my favorite stores is La Senza.  I’ve ordered from them online and get emails from them about once a week.  I used to love getting the emails and seeing what sales were on, what  new bras they had, I’ve always thought they were so pretty.  Not now.  Now the emails are just a reminder of how far I’ve still got to go.  Kind of a weird goal to get to-the chance to buy a new, real bra again.  I don’t even know what size I’ll be.

The mobility of my arm still has a way to go as far as I’m concerned.  I didn’t realize how much my reach would be affected after surgery.  I almost feel like they cut muscle, and who knows, maybe they do.  I didn’t ask.  Every day my arm gets a little stronger and a little more back to normal, but like everything else it’s just not fast enough for me.  Rushing all this isn’t an option though.  My body is setting the pace.