Less than a week and I have surgery.  Again.  I so wanted to not be smoking by now.  No such luck.  Oh well, I’ve at least cut way down, half of what I was smoking 2 days ago.  That’s gotta count for something.

I wonder what the implants are going to feel like.  Normally they’re added to the existing breast.  In my case it’s replacing them.  What stopped me from getting them before was that they looked fake and were made of silicone.  Now I have a reason for them looking fake or even being fake so I don’t feel bad about them in that way.  I do truly wish I did not need them though.