So many will I’s and wonder if’s going on today.  I got a call from the surgeon’s office.  I’m first operation on September 1st so it’s official.  The secretaries, who do the booking and the talking seem to think the plastic surgeon won’t see me before the surgery.

Tomorrow I have my acupuncture appointment.   Tomorrow I join another group-the non-smoking group.  I sure hope it works.  I really don’t want the implants to fail.  I got a small taste of that from the last surgery.  I really don’t want any more surgeries than are necessary.  They aren’t on my bucket list!

Sometimes I wonder if I’m taking this all as seriously as I should be, after all, it IS cancer.  But then, me bemoaning the fact that I have cancer continually, won’t do me or anyone around me any good.  For sure, I have a little fear, but for some reason it’s more of an inconvenience than a life-threatening issue.  I wonder if that’s a good thing…