4 days to go.  I know what to expect, sorta.  This surgery will obviously be a bit different.  All I can do is hope for the best that the implant works.  Not sure what I’ll do if it doesn’t.  I’m just so tired of all this.  The day in, day out, of not much of anything.  At least with the surgery I’ll have something different going on.  I’m trying to not get anxious about it all.  I’m hoping that by staying calm, it will all go ok.