So I went to feed the cat today and pulled…something. Was in bad pain for a few minutes there but it did calm down. Doesn’t hurt to cough or move or anything like that but I’ve gotten really protective of it again. It. What a joke. There’s nothing there. I’ve lost 2 lbs and I wonder if my boob weighed that.
I talked to a nurse at this nurse network place and asked if I could get the drain removed now because it’s hardly draining anything anymore. He, yes, it was a he, said no harm, no foul leaving it in until my appointment with the surgeon or wait until it’s been dry for 24 hours then get it removed.
Right now I’m so conscious of having a missing part. I don’t know if the drain accentuates that or not, it may. It may also be that I can’t even make my hair look right or get rid of the sallow and drawn out look on my face. I guess every up day has to have a down part once in a while.
Connie's Breast Cancer Journey 
Hi Connie.
Your Mum has shared your “blog” with me,I hope you don’t mind.You are a courageous young lady to be able to share your feelings like this.I’m sure it will help with the healing process.I have no idea what you must be going through.Unless you have been there it is hard to imagine.I have travelled this journey along side friends(your Mum included) and co-workers as well.You are loved and we are all pulling for you!!!
I’m sorry you didn’t get the news you were hoping for yesterday.Sometimes life just sucks!!!!
I bet Merlin is happy to have you home so much! That must be a good thing?
Stay Strong and take care.Sandra
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Merlin is happy that he can use me as a bed again 🙂
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